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Tuesday, May 3, 2011

A dream of mine

I was sitting nearer the window.. Looking outside.. And without i realized, i was crying there. I'm so sad to think that i'm useless. I was so scared to heard a sentenced "you are useless".

USELESS...useless..Useless..USEless
useless...UseLess..useLEss
useless..useless..useless..useless..useless
I AM???USELESS?
useless AM I? i am USEless
UseLESS...useLess..useless..USELESS
useless..useless..useless
useLess..USELESS..UseleSS..uselEss
useless AM I? i am USEless

Ahh, no i'm not. I'm not useless. It was a war. A war in my heart. A big war with my feelings. This word were in my head. Crossing there and there. Putting here and here. I hate it. Coz i'm not. No i'm not. I cried a lot. Crying until no more tears. Not one a little of tears. No more. 

I look outside. Pointing to something out there. I saw it. A girl wearing white dress. Cute. Looking at me deeply. Who is she? Why she is looking at me like that. A ghost? Nah, she's not. Then who is she? Why was she standing there. Alone? More longer, she nearer and nearer me until i can saw her face clearly. And... she smiling at me. Yah, smile. Smiling at me honestly. Why she do that? And what i could think that time, who is she??? Why she did that to me? I just don't know who is she. After a time, she's dissapeared slowly.

Loudly, i was scream NO, DON'T GO!!! and then i was awake. That was just a dream. A dream is it? Who is she. Why i dream that? Why and why?

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder (wonder) of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

Positively i told myself, you're not useless. That girl tried told me that i'm not useless with her smiling. Yah, maybe that's true. So, i ended up to think that was a present for myself. A present to remind myself to be strong. In order to face the future. The reality that might be someday.


WhatSiGadisSaid : Sorry if my english word is bad or broken. This story is just a fiction. Have nothing to do with myself, you or anyone. Tq :)

6 comments:

SumBody Me.. said...

sgt ber-motivasi..huks2..rasa nk nanges (T,T)

Little DaMiA.. said...

ngeh2.. pergh dasyat skrg.. wat story mori moning glory.. ngeee.. syabas beteh...

SI GADIS AYU ADRIANA said...

keet : utk peringatan diri ini..huks..hee..chill ok..chayok2!

SI GADIS AYU ADRIANA said...

kak liza : hehe..tq akak..tgu cita seterusnya..hee.tue bila ada idea terleby, jd gitu lah..haks..tp english tunggang tbalik..hahaha

Maya Mayana said...

emm motivasi utk diri...kita semua ni berguna asal jgn buat perkara yg tk berfaedah...sentiasa ingat buruk baiknya bila nk buat sesuatu...

SI GADIS AYU ADRIANA said...

yup..u were rite..thanx akak :)

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